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im 22
beauty through perfection
anthaxfuckxup
this journal is fucking insane. lol holy shit, what was goin on in my crazy lil mind.
insanity. well anyways i jus like broke into this journal after massive amount of years and decided to update muh thoughts concerning it and its absurditys. Im not even on this tip anymore, i kno nothing about that person who wrote these things, exept she was young and sad.and i think she belived she lost something she never really had. im not even sure if it ever existed.

its never good enuff to feel right.
beauty through perfection
anthaxfuckxup
Im so confused about everything.
Some days feel perfect, and others feel like im jus making them happen, like im forcing my way thru them. Ive relized so much but never enuff, it never seems like enuff.

They echo thru my head everyday and i dont think they'll ever go away.
beauty through perfection
anthaxfuckxup
Who am i? this is not me.. I am not this person anymore..

why cant i sleep?
beauty through perfection
anthaxfuckxup
i havent updated this journal in ages, im at my dads, i cant sleep its three am. i belive everyone lies, excpacially when the lack of love they have incurages them to belive they have it somewere anywere else. Im tired of being somewere and anywere. people make me sick.

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